The days go by one by one, but i still feel the same,
How would anyone know my pain, when they don’t even know my name.
To them I’m just a stranger just a passer by,
Then you wonder why i want my soul to fly past the sky.
To a place where I’m no longer haunted by my dreams,
You don’t hear the cries for help that lie deep in my screams.
Instead you look at my funny, Call me crazy,
Not realizing that I’m waiting for that one soul to save me.
Everyday I succumb and will myself to live by your rules,
Start a new day fresh, willing to call a truces.
But the freshness soon dies, and a familiar feeling embraces me,
So i look in the mirror searching for what these face’s see.
I cry what must be invisible tears,
‘Cause they go unnoticed, I’ve been invisible for years.
I’m not even searching for a soul mate, just a friend thats mine,
I don’t think i could deal with this loneliness till the end of time.
I’d just be another face lost that went missing in the crowd,
That wanted live a fulfilled life but just wasn’t allowed.
So I embrace my fears all at once and close my eyes,
Press down deep and slice.
I feel a numbness taking over my body but no pain,
feel my soul lifting, looking down at what remains.

the floor crimson red.